Our Live Action/DV Cenima Project

Ok Wow....
(I think i start every blog like that...lol)
I'm just going to jump in right now and say that I thought I knew alot more then I do... and it sucks. I kinda had an Epiphany while thinking about this project. and it was that even though I've had "experience" in Dv cenima I really havent. I have been doing this type of stuff for the last 3-5 yearish and i had a mentor above me and i would always assist him and see the process and different compostions and really how the lighting and audio went. But the problem that this mentor had is that he really never just let me shot by myself, then when he did he expected alot out of me when i didnt have the technical experience. I believe that alot of people think that i can do these awesome things for Film (at least back at home) and really none of it was me. because no matter what i did i either had this mentor looking over my sholder or showing me what to do. i really feel like that has crippled my creativity. however now that i realize how bad of a videographer i am, it's something that i totally want to do more of. (idk if its just me but it always that i seem to enjoy to do things that i suck at... idk) however that can be a good thing
well i really enjoyed this project even though we had some scheduling and different problems it turned out somewhat good. What i had viewed in my head was nothing like it and what was in my head was alot better but eh
Sweet let me know what you think
Justin